THE LIVING WORD

When the bible(my favorite book of all times) says that the word of God is alive! myeen you better believe it! Was at Madlove BS yesterday en boy oh boy! So we have been going through the book of Acts and it has been great! We have studied how the apostles went through fire how they kept they head up and carried on with the task assigned to them! If you have not read the book of Acts, eeh you are missing out on ALOT! I would love to take you through all the apostles great work, but that would be doing you wrong since you need to read it yourself. So before I begin my usual bore :) let me go to the point. So there is this dude called Stephen (let's call him Stevo :) ). So Stevo was not an apostle..*shaking head* nope! well from my imagination, Stevo was your kawaida homeboy who just loved the lord enough to do what the apostles asked him to do. The apostles appointed Stevo to be a waiter. Okay seriously! God's sense of humor huwa kali. As in what God sees in us goes beyond our careers :) how cool is that! Looking keenly we all know that Stephen was the first martyr, ever wondered how his life was? well he is famous for his death at least a majority know,but what about the life that he lived? wangapi wanajua? So a waiter performed great wonders, miracles and spoke with such authority yani hadi arguing with the members of the synagogue, Eish! This is like someone who the closest he has ever gotten to a school is reading the HALLO CHILDREN arguing with a PHD holder who has written like ten million books (I exaggerate a tard bit). To add on to the absurdity, the topic they are arguing about is one that the PHD holder has been studying all his life and burnt the midnight oil trying to get his Thesis done. thihih. The amazing part of this story is, even with his Permanent head Destruction PHD, he still can't compare to the wisdom displayed by the Hallo Children reader! Then chapter 7 ndio kali_est! as in Steve's answer to the question from the high priest is just beautiful! He goes on to walk them through their history. hehe really Steve? Who even does that? Seriously dude, hapa ndio mtu anafaa kuanza kujitetea! Then verse 51-54 just killed me!

Talk of being a bold witness and calling this as they are! I think Christians (me being one of them) need to go back to the drawing board! Being a christian is not a game of popularity! There are NO GREY areas! PERIOD! Is homosexuality a disorder or a sin? ARE YOU KIDDING me? Are little white lies that do not hurt any one okay? OF COURSE THEY ARE NOT DARLING!!! Talking behind people's back can't be that bad right? Nope,not at all, question is would you continue to do so if JC appeared whilst you were in the midst of the ooh so juicy gossip? If the answer is yes, then by all means talk on! Being a christian is NOT for the weak! It will hurt as hell but The word of God is alive and if you let it live in you, then in the rocking sea and all the stormy weather, you will look up and see Jesus seated at the right hand of the father.

Get up And Walk

I have been writing this blog in my head for the past week. Ha! The back space button has eventually given in due to the gazillion times I have long pressed it each time I start the blog! Mhh :) Anyhuu such is life yes? So I have been away for some months yes, well no apologies there and I will not bore you with the details of my super crashing heartbreaking and painful heartbreak. As in if I was to write a movie based on my life, it would probably end at IT'S OVER heheh :). Since I am the Kinda girl who talks out her heart and wears it on her sleeve (all pun intended) I told my once upon munchkin of how I really felt! Okay well even if I did it wouldn't make any difference :). Anyhuu guess that is over and I need to practice my poker face, show no emotions at all, well and buy more pillows since I now need 4 each night to keep changing them when they get wet :) .

Since this is not a post where I pour out my heart, heheh, I will go straight to the point. walking the talk is something I never thought I'd have to deal with. But since life is not kind enough to send us a request on what we would like from it, here I am. Breakups are never easy, regardless the circumstances! The temptation to talk ill of your Ex is great, but this would just be the hurt talking, staying cool and keeping your head high calls for Grace and courage which is NOT EASY. The realization that things were over way before the words were said is harder.

It takes all the energy to carry on like life is okay when all you want is to stop and just breath. I once asked God to stop the world and give me a minute to cry myself silly, but never happened, He instead stood with me as the world went by oblivious of my nonexistence in it. Once Again I am with Him as the world goes on. So I will hide in me

This will be hard I can tell, but I shall walk through it all with my head held high. I ask God to give me the grace and serenity to accept this and I will thank Him for the wisdom He has given.

Dear God Please keep me from getting angry or hating Ex-Munchkin. Give me control of the emotions.